Everyday Zen

Love and Work
by Charlotte Joko Beck | HarperOne © 2007 · 240 pages

Charlotte Joko Beck was the founder and former head teacher at the Zen Center in San Diego. I bought this book 10 years ago but it wasn’t until Eleanor recently pulled it off the shelf and dropped it on the ground that I picked it up and read it. (Very Zen, eh? lol) The book is a collection of edited talks Joko gave at her Zen center. It was published in 1989 when she was 82. (She passed away at 94 in 2011.) Fun fact: Joko started practicing Zen at 48. She went on to become an influential figure in the American Zen movement, founding her own approach called Ordinary Mind. So… If you feel a little “behind” in any aspect of your life, take heart! :) The book is packed with Big Ideas and I’m excited to share a few of my favorites with some practical wisdom we can apply to our lives TODAY.


Though hidden, the jewel is always present—but we will never see it unless we are ready to pay the price. The uncovering of the jewel is what our life is about. How willing are you to pay the price?
Charlotte Joko Beck

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“But sitting is not something that we do for a year or two with the idea of mastering it. Sitting is something we do for a lifetime. There is no end to the opening up that is possible for a human being. Eventually we see that we are the limitless, boundless ground of the universe. Our job for the rest of our life is to open up into that immensity and to express it. Having more and more contact with this reality always brings compassion for others and changes our daily life. We live differently, work differently, relate to people differently. Zen is a lifelong study. It isn’t just sitting on a cushion for thirty or forty minutes a day. Our whole life becomes practice, twenty-four hours a day.”

~ Charlotte Joko Beck from Everyday Zen

Charlotte Joko Beck was the founder and former head teacher at the Zen Center in San Diego.

I bought this book 10 years ago but it wasn’t until Eleanor recently pulled it off the shelf and dropped it on the ground that I picked it up and read it. (Very Zen, eh? lol)

The book (get a copy here) is a collection of edited talks Joko gave at her Zen center. It was published in 1989 when she was 82. (She passed away at 94 in 2011.)

Fun fact: Joko started practicing Zen at 48. She went on to become an influential figure in the American Zen movement, founding her own approach called Ordinary Mind.

When I learned that late-start biological fact, I thought of George Leonard—one of the leading figures in the early days of the human potential movement (and author of Mastery). He started practicing Aikido at age 47. He went on to become a fifth-degree black belt.

So… If you feel a little “behind” in any aspect of your life, take heart! :)

The book is packed with Big Ideas and I’m excited to share a few of my favorites with some practical wisdom we can apply to our lives TODAY so let’s jump straight in.

Right-Here-Now

“So the crux of zazen is this: all we must do is constantly to create a little shift from the spinning world we’ve got in our heads to right-here-now. That’s our practice. The intensity and ability to be right-here-now is what we have to develop. We have to be able to develop the ability to say, ‘No, I won’t spin off up here’ to make that choice. Moment by moment our practice is like a choice, a fork in the road: we can go this way, we can go that way. It’s always a choice, moment by moment, between our nice world that we want set up in our heads and what really is. …

Our Zen training is designed to enable us to live comfortable lives. But the only people who live comfortably are those who learn not to dream their lives away, but to be with what’s right-here-now, no matter what it is: good, bad, nice, not nice, headache, being ill, being happy. It doesn’t make any difference.

One mark of a mature Zen student is a sense of groundedness. When you meet one you sense it. They’re with life as it’s really happening, not as a fantasy version of it. And of course, the storms of life eventually hit them more lightly. If we can accept things just the way they are, we’re not going to be greatly upset by anything. And if we do become upset it’s over more quickly.”

The crux of (Everyday) Zen?

The intensity and ability to be right-here-now.

Moment to moment to moment.

We have, as we always talk about and Joko reminds us, the CHOICE.

There’s a fork in the road: we can go this way, we can go that way. It’s always a choice, moment by moment, between our nice world that we want set up in our heads and what really is.

So… How’s YOUR relationship with reality?

Are you loving what is?

Let’s remember the power of loving our fate and using any and everything that’s given to us as fuel for our growth.

Right-here-now.

Today.

In good practice we are always transforming from being personally centered (caught in our personal reactions) to being more and more a channel for universal energy, this energy that shifts the universe a million times a second.
Charlotte Joko Beck

Understanding Suffering: False vs. True

“A few weeks ago someone gave me an interesting article on suffering, and the first part of it was about the meaning of the word—‘suffering.’ I’m interested in these meanings; they are teachings in themselves.

The writer of this article pointed out that the word ‘suffering’ is used to express many things. The second part, ‘fer,’ is from the Latin verb ferre meaning ‘to bear.’ And the first part, ‘suf,’ is from sub, meaning ‘under.’ So there’s a feeling in the word ‘to be under,’ ‘to bear under,’ ‘to totally be under’—‘to be supporting something from underneath.’

Now, in contrast, the words ‘affliction,’ ‘grief,’ and ‘depression’ all bring images of weight; of something bearing down upon us. In fact, the word ‘grief’ is again from the Latin gravare, which means ‘press down.’

So there are two kinds of suffering. One is when we feel we’re being pressed down; as though suffering is coming at us from without, as though we’re receiving something that’s making us suffer. The other kind of suffering is being under, just bearing it, just being it. And this distinction in understanding suffering is one of the keys to understanding our practice.

I’ve sometimes distinguished ‘suffering’ and ‘pain,’ but now I’d like to use just the word ‘suffering’ and distinguish between what I call false suffering and true suffering. That difference in understanding is very important. The foundation of our practice, and the first of the Four Noble Truths, is the statement of the Buddha that ‘Life is suffering.’ He didn’t say it’s suffering sometimes—he said life is suffering. And I want to distinguish between those two types of suffering.”

That’s from a chapter on Joko’s lecture called “True Suffering and False Suffering.”

Lots of things come to mind here.

First, I think it’s always (!) wise to come back to Kristen Neff’s brilliant equation from Self-Compassion that: Suffering = Pain x Resistance.

Our Suffering will be multiplied by our Resistance. If we can’t be right-here-now with what is? Well… Get ready to have your Suffering amplified.

I also think of Genpo Roshi’s wisdom from Big Mind, Big Heart where he tells us: What we do naturally is we cling, we grasp, we hold on to. We are not functioning freely, not free, because we’re stuck. Buddha observed this tendency and gave it a name. He said when the mind is stuck, you’re in dukkha (usually translated from the Sanskrit as suffering). Dukkha literally means a wheel whose hub doesn’t move. So what kind of a wheel do you have? A useless, dysfunctional wheel. What good is a wheel if it doesn’t move?

What Buddha discovered and taught was to free up the wheel. He called it sukkha, a liberated wheel, a freed-up wheel. That means liberation, nirvana.

That’s worth a reread and a reflection.

The literal etymological root of the Sanskrit word we translate as “suffering”? It means “a wheel whose hub doesn’t move.”

It’s STUCK. It can’t flow with what life is presenting right-here-now.

That STUCKNESS (aka Resistance) is what amplifies the Suffering.

The key? One more time. Flow with what is. Right-here-now.

P.S. Byron Katie comes to mind as well. Of course, as we’ve discussed many (!) times, she tells us it’s all about Loving What Is.

Remember: The only time we suffer is when we believe a thought that argues with what is. When the mind is perfectly clear, what is is what we want.

A Tenth of an Inch of difference

“There’s a famous passage in Zen literature: ‘A tenth of an inch of difference, and heaven and earth are set apart.’ What is that all about? What is this tenth of an inch of difference when ‘heaven and earth are set apart,’ when the wholeness of life is disrupted (or we think it is)? From the absolute point of view, nothing could disrupt it, but from our relative point of view, something doesn’t feel right.”

One more time… (Notice a theme here? ;) … Want to suffer?

Joko and other wise Zen teachers would say: Let there be “a tenth of an inch of difference” between reality and your acceptance of that reality.

It’s funny because when I read the name “Joko” I immediately thought of Jocko Willink. He’s the Navy SEAL equivalent of a Zen master. (And Stoic master and…)

One of his core practices for embracing reality? He refuses to give a tenth of an inch to reality when he says “Good” to ANY and EVERYthing that ever happens in his life.

“Good.” “Good.” “Good.”

The legendary basketball coach (and Zen Master) Phil Jackson talks about this idea in his book Sacred Hoops (still need to do a Note on that one!) where he tells us:In Zen it is said that the gap between accepting things the way they are and wishing them to be otherwise is ‘the tenth of an inch of difference between heaven and hell.’ If we can accept whatever we’ve been dealt—no matter how unwelcome—the way to proceed eventually becomes clear. This is what is meant by right action: the capacity to observe what’s happening and act appropriately, without being distracted by self-centered thoughts. If we rage and resist, our angry, fearful minds have trouble quieting down sufficiently to allow us to act in the most beneficial way for ourselves and others.

Back to Joko.

She tells us: If we require that life be a certain way, inevitably we suffer—since life is always the way it is, and not always fair, not always pleasant. Life is not particularly the way we want it to be, it is just the way it is. And that need not prevent our enjoyment of it, our appreciation, our gratitude.

Here’s to loving what is.

Closing that one-tenth of an inch of difference between heaven and hell.

Right-here-now.

Today.

Decisions vs. Problems

“And that leads me to two words that sound similar and are often used interchangeably: decisions and problems.

Life from morning to night is nothing but decisions. The minute we open our eyes in the morning we make decisions: Should I get up now or should I get up five minutes later? Particularly, should I get up and sit! Should I have a cup of coffee first? What should I have for breakfast? What should I do first today? If it’s a day off, should I go to the bank? Or should I just have a good time? Should I write letters that I haven’t written? From morning to night we make one decision after another and that’s normal; there’s nothing strange about it. But we see life in terms of problems, not decisions.

For instance, you may say, ‘Well, it’s one thing to decide whether to go to the bank or the supermarket first; that’s just a simple decision. But what I’ve got in my life is a problem.’ It might have something to do with our job; perhaps we have a job we absolutely hate. Or maybe we’ve lost our job . . . or whatever. We don’t think that is just a decision, we think it’s about a problem. We all worry about how to solve the problems of our life; we all see life as a problem, at least some of the time. Another example: ‘I’m working in San Diego, I have a nice girlfriend here and I like the climate—but gosh, I’ve got a great offer in Kansas City—and so we have a problem. And this is where human life can snarl itself up, and the tenth of an inch of difference begins to appear.”

That’s from a chapter called “From Problems to Decisions.”

When I read it I *immediately* thought of the brilliant wisdom from one of the greatest martial artists of our era: Georges St-Pierre. In his book on The Way of the Fight he makes a distinction between “sacrifices” and “decisions” as he tells us: The key has always been simple, though: discovery. Even though other people had started voicing their opinions on my potential, I remained silent. Until I discovered exactly what it is that I wanted to do: become a mixed martial artist. That discovery gave belief to my inner dreams because I started seeing the concrete possibility that I could become a fighter, a true fighter. And so the change was going from having visions about my life to living them concretely.

At this stage in my life I left many, many things behind. I constantly heard Kristof’s words whispered in my ear, and it triggered a reaction inside me and I realized: this is what I want to do. I want to become champion of the world in mixed martial arts.

And then, all of my energy, everything I had inside of me, went toward achieving that goal. I wasn’t making sacrifices anymore, I was making decisions. Train instead of party. Work instead of play. Perfect practice instead of casual repetition.

I started living life with purpose and direction. In the words of Buddha, ‘First, intention; then, enlightenment.’

Back to Joko.

She tells us: For instance, suppose we said to Mother Teresa, ‘Well, Mother Teresa, you might consider living in San Francisco rather than Calcutta; the night life is better. You would have nicer places to go out to dinner. The climate’s easier.’ But how does she make her decision? How did she make her decision to stay in the hellish part of Calcutta where she works? Where did that decision come from? ‘As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.’ She would probably call it prayer: from her years of being with herself, she sees where she works or what she does not as a problem, but just a decision.

The more we know who we are, the more our problems shift into, ‘I am this therefore I will do that, or I am to some degree willing to do that.’ And we will sometimes choose things that look to other people very trying, very unpleasant. ‘What do you mean, you’re going to do that? I wouldn’t do that.’ But if for me in my heart that’s what I feel I am and the way my life wants to express itself, then there is no problem.

Begs the question: How do YOU make YOUR decisions?

With more clarity, most of our “problems’ might just evaporate into a life of purpose.

We are so caught in our excitement, our depression, our hopes, and our fears that we cannot see that our function is not to live forever, but to live this moment.
Charlotte Joko Beck

Everything is Impermanent

“Suzuki Roshi said, ‘Renunciation is not giving up the things of this world, but accepting that they go away.’ Everything is impermanent; sooner or later everything goes away. Renunciation is a state of nonattachment, acceptance of this going away. Impermanence is, in fact, just another name for perfection. Leaves fall; debris and garbage accumulate; out of the debris come flowers, greenery, things that we think are lovely. Destruction is necessary. A good forest fire is necessary. The way we interfere with forest fires may not be a good thing. Without destruction, there could be no new life; and the wonder of life, the constant change, could not be. We must live and die. And this process is perfection itself.”

Impermanence.

It’s just another name for perfection.

I’m reminded of the Pali word for impermanence. More specifically, I’m reminded of the beautiful way S.N. Goenka says the word.

If you’ve done one of his silent Vipassana meditation retreats, this word has also been tattooed on your consciousness: Anicca. (Pronounced: “uh-knee-chuh.”)

Anicca. Anicca. Anicca.

Wisdom from another Zen master comes to mind. In No Mud, No Lotus, Thich Nhat Hanh tells us: There are cells inside your body that are dying as you read these words. Fifty to seventy billion cells die each day in the average human adult. You are too busy to organize funerals for all of them! At the very same time, new cells are being born, and you don’t have the time to sing Happy Birthday to them. If old cells don’t die, there’s no chance for new cells to be born. So death is a very good thing. It’s very crucial for birth. You are undergoing birth and death at this very moment.

Let’s remember: Impermanence? It’s just another name for perfection. Anicca. Anicca. Anicca.

The Key to Awakening

“Q: You think it’s a waste of time to have a breakthrough?

A: Not a waste of time, but it’s not the point. It doesn’t mean you know what to do with your life. You can sit for twenty years and be wasting your time.

What I’m interested in is the process of awakening, the long process of development, which may, or may not, have breakthroughs as natural fruit. What genuinely concerns me is the necessity for the student to learn to be as awake as possible in each moment. Otherwise, it can seem as if the point of the practice is to have breakthroughs.

I’ve spent years thinking about this, and seeing how it’s ordinarily done, and I’m just saying there’s a way to teach so that people learn to use their daily life as practice—as the key to awakening. And that’s how we do it here.”

That’s from a bonus interview Joko did with Tricycle magazine in 1998.

Joko does a great job of making the point that having “breakthroughs” on the meditation mat ISN’T the point.

The point is learning how “to be as awake as possible in each moment.”

Which is why she, like so many other wise teachers for millennia, have encouraged us to use our daily life as our practice.

We talked about Genpo Roshi earlier. He echoes this wisdom as well when he tells us: We’re at the point in our evolution that we all have to become conscious. This is a time of revolution. There’s no holding back. So I’m about tearing down the monastery walls and seeing the whole world as the monastery, as the practice, as the spiritual temple. What we’re all working on is this very being, this very life. This is the temple, it has no walls.

In the introduction, I mentioned the fact that Joko and George Leonard both started their paths to mastery relatively late in their lives. Leonard echoed the same theme in his work.

In Mastery, he tells us: Could all of us reclaim lost hours of our lives by making everything—the commonplace along with the extraordinary—a part of our practice?

Answer: Yes.

Idea: Let’s get off our cushions and make every moment our practice… TODAY! :)

When we practice patiently, eventually work begins to flow. We just do whatever needs to be done. No matter what your life is, I encourage you to make it your practice.
Charlotte Joko Beck

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Charlotte Joko Beck

was an American Zen teacher and the author of the books Everyday Zen: Love and Work and Nothing Special: Living Zen.